...and you take all you give,

Just to escape.

Curses of a Blank Mind.

This is just all that you can _______

With _____ blatantly lost

Your ___ is now _____

Vacancies persist in ______ desperation

A life ______

She ____

"_ ____ __" you reply,

She doesn't hear you.

Potentially wasted

And wasted potential

Forgive us this desire

For within I am on fire.

Without Meaning, You Are No Different.

Such a love

Unfathomable from the start

Who can really tell

When the war will end

Our heart will beat furiously

Your passionate fury mis-concepts the unfortunate purity

Desperate desires are henceforth un-salvageable

You push past the desires of men

Steal from this world what we can't comprehend

You think you were right

But no one can tell

That all that's inside

Is metal and rock

Unfeeling, terror, pervasive pleasure

Whispers from the darkness within

This life of desire, unforgiven but lonely

You won't see us without the blood in your eyes

Who could have comprehended that this would be the end.

Your moniker for your smile

Forgives nothing past the lies within you

Some day we shall obtain a new direction

That can salvage our hearts

And give us compassion.

Just Meaninglessness, Embrace Me

Look at this life, so sacred and horrible.

This wasted existence, left burnt reminiscence.

Desire captivated by the expression of words.

A life that you once enjoyed, destroyed by your passion.

Can no one take this desperation away from you?

Will nothing save you from a cold embrace?

Like a wandering sailor forever searching for answers,

A life you left behind still haunts you in desperation.

You will not ever give this up,

You can not let this go.

Something so beautiful.

Something so profound.

We are captivated by your every sound.

A lonely moth circles above us.

With a noise so clear,

Radiating in the starlight.

A gradual intensity

Created from nothing,

Like the slow beating of your heart

That forever seeks to destroy you.

Deadly desires.

So many worlds, take me from this life

A lonely whisper

Breathed from the worlds of darkness

She looks beyond the screams

Eats your heart out

Buries it in her belly

Will never let you free.

Like a lost and lonely wanderer

You keep me safe inside your arms

I wish I could be inside you

Instead of outside in coldness

Your touch is the essence to my existence

And everything I feel is through you

I love you with all my heart

And I hope that never changes.

I was going to dedicate this to Katja, but it ended up sort of corny, so how about I just dedicate it to the first post in June instead?

A beautiful lover

She sets my heart on fire.

Nothing more do I seek for

Than to sleep in her arms each and every night.

Beauty in her eyes,

Makes my heart stop.

Without you I feel so empty

I just need you here right now.

This life we have in our future

I will never let you go

If you would keep me forever.

Just hold me close

Don't let go

I'll give you everything

I'll set your world on fire.

You are my everything.

Everything to me.

To me.