Where Do You Hide Victoria

Lovely listen heartbeats sink
This is our home we'll build it together
Fight for our love
Ill stand here forever

Sink into the sand
Watch the waves wash over me
I look out to the see
When will you come home to me
Victoria

Some day youll be lost
And 'til then we'll lust
But forever ill try
To Find you again
Victoria

Take me away
Take me away from here
Take me away
Take me away from this
Victoria.

Pillowtalk

Because thats just what it is...


But sometimes, just sometimes, you want to come back to the pillow.

A Promise To Compromise

Dont you know how I feel when I feel,
You should feel proud, youre not dismembered.

Because we laugh in the rain,
While I curse your name
I wish you were dead
At least dead to me.

You hope for stars and when I care too much,
You just run away
Because I gave my heart to you but you didnt like it,
And threw it away.

Never give it up,
As long as I breathe it,
Youll push me away,
But ill come back again,
and forever again

Im Taking Pansexuality Back!

What will this love amount to
Who will stay until the end
Love knows no bounds say they
But they say they'venot loved
It's al hopes and dreams
Until my honey wakes up dead
But before you knew
We'd wish for a life of regrets
Before ever meeting you

Somedays are easier than others
When all we wish for is an illusion
But between you and me
Nothing lasts better
Than a night under the stars
And a night in each others arms

Watching the time pass by
Expressing our lust
Through emotionless actions
Hours by and we'd not know our name
You'll be removed
And I'll keep on living
This night will mark time
I'll forget my desires
That I've longed forever
Born anew
Into my new life
...Fuck I Love Me...

Save The Thoughts For Paper

How do I place the words properly to express how I feel without forsaking our friendship.
For what reason would someone drunkenly admit your deepest dreams
Only to shamelessly avoid it later.
And when you react badly and self-destructive, the simple sign that they care
Is enough to turn your whole heart around.
[See the mirror in your eyes,
See the truth behind your lies...]
It's a simple solution, to forsake a friendship
I've given all I've got
I've nothing more to lose.
Who can, who will forgive me now,
When  all that I do
Is lost in misery.
[...Your eyes are haunting me,
See the reason in your eyes.
Giving answer to the why,
Your eyes are haunting me...]
If I could only see you one more time,
Everything would be alright,
One more time, one more night.
Everything would be just fine....


Why can't you feel it?
Why can't you see it?
In and out of love.... each time...




**certain lines from "In And Out Of Love" by Armin Van Buuren**

Need to deal with this violent threat, an idea that what this disaster is causing me will destroy my life as a whole, i cant keep living this way, my soul will eat me alive. If you cant give me what i want why dont you exist when i need you to. i gave to much, i always do, like i feel that you want to know what you want to know about me. when will i realise that what im feeling is not what i desire but what i want from this world to captivate and restructure this world as a whole, just save my fucking soul and take me away from this delusional paranoia you give me,

Hedon's Do It Better

On a path of self-destruction due to ones own self-loathing
No more will these days outnumber the lives of our forerunners
Days pass on, and I'll learn to cope
Someday you and I will spend together forever

Never will I let this heart die
My exterior will shine brighter than the sun.

Many years ago...

Deciding to start putting up song demo's and other music works ive come up with myself and this is a test on embedding music files.



Thats my Year 12 Music 1 HSC composition peice, figure here was a good enough place to post it. Enjoy,.

Believe Me When I Say, you don't scare so easily, don't open your heart to let it break so easily.
Just give up to the desires of  your heart
Let the willingness give way to the art of your soul

Contemplating A Virgin Direction

Do I care all that much about what appears around me
When will enough be enough
Do I return to the ones I know that love me
Do I strive to turn a new cheek and burn away my past
Nothing in this world will change my desire
To pull you apart
And find your love at last

New Directions (Disregard)

With a certain disregard for ethics
Our minds will be changed to a new light
Forever our life lingers on the horizon
You'll be wishing to steal me away

This lifetime beyond the next
Don't hold me back
Your wish will be your death
Until the world collapses again
We'll be together unto the end
You, me and the rest of me
Forever we'll be living free,
...