Destroy Everything, Start Again.

How many times

Can you remember something

Before it dies

If I could have known

I wouldn't have ever let you know

I thought that my heart would be better

When you see it from the inside out

But there's nothing left to see

But what you want to see

When everything that's there

Is only for you

If only you knew

How you splatter yourself across my walls

I wish you'd see, the many colours of my heart

And that all the colours are for you

Love

I want to make love with you

Make everything ok

Make it all better

Too much, too little

I'll be wishing you here

But forever we'll glide

On the wings of clouds

Until we float to the ground

We'll die in each others arms.

So much I want to do,

and I can't do any of it,

if I could just be what I want then maybe I'd be better for you

So many ways I could be better

If only I could show you

I might hold you forever.

I want to be the one who is always there for you

Just so many wants and desires, none of which are fulfilled.

If I could abolish them all

It would be so much easier

But if I lost just one

I would no longer be living

I'd be just giving in.