July 20, 2010

I miss her like the daily snow
Whispers upon my cheek, A whisper from the dark.
Live this lie you made for yourself

It's really the point of everything that matters.
She is my world and all I ever think about
My heart goes to her, she is all I ever want.
Someone as amazing as her could frequent my life... I love her incredibly,
It does not feel like anything worth doing is worth it.

Miles of everything lost in the incessant noise.

July 19, 2010

Obsolete

They look at what I've done
While I sit here, stunned and charmed
Enraptured by this beauty
The world is looking at me
No one will save us now
This is the time that we will live
No one will see us now
Not for the cuts upon our chins

You look to the skies and embrace the night
The stars and the heavens all that which you created
No one will ever know that you are the one who should of died
But who is to blame them when you created the universe

Beyond the depth of man
You develop a trust in hating
Don't look past me
You'll only see misery

June 18, 2010

...and you take all you give,
Just to escape.

June 15, 2010

Curses of a Blank Mind.

This is just all that you can _______
With _____ blatantly lost
Your ___ is now _____

Vacancies persist in ______ desperation
A life ______
She ____
"_ ____ __" you reply,
She doesn't hear you.

Potentially wasted
And wasted potential
Forgive us this desire
For within I am on fire.

Without Meaning, You Are No Different.

Such a love
Unfathomable from the start
Who can really tell
When the war will end
Our heart will beat furiously
Your passionate fury mis-concepts the unfortunate purity
Desperate desires are henceforth un-salvageable

You push past the desires of men
Steal from this world what we can't comprehend
You think you were right
But no one can tell
That all that's inside
Is metal and rock

Unfeeling, terror, pervasive pleasure
Whispers from the darkness within
This life of desire, unforgiven but lonely
You won't see us without the blood in your eyes

Who could have comprehended that this would be the end.
Your moniker for your smile
Forgives nothing past the lies within you
Some day we shall obtain a new direction
That can salvage our hearts
And give us compassion.

Just Meaninglessness, Embrace Me

Look at this life, so sacred and horrible.
This wasted existence, left burnt reminiscence.
Desire captivated by the expression of words.
A life that you once enjoyed, destroyed by your passion.
Can no one take this desperation away from you?
Will nothing save you from a cold embrace?
Like a wandering sailor forever searching for answers,
A life you left behind still haunts you in desperation.

You will not ever give this up,
You can not let this go.
Something so beautiful.
Something so profound.
We are captivated by your every sound.

A lonely moth circles above us.
With a noise so clear,
Radiating in the starlight.
A gradual intensity
Created from nothing,
Like the slow beating of your heart
That forever seeks to destroy you.

Deadly desires.

So many worlds, take me from this life
A lonely whisper
Breathed from the worlds of darkness
She looks beyond the screams
Eats your heart out
Buries it in her belly
Will never let you free.

June 10, 2010

Like a lost and lonely wanderer
You keep me safe inside your arms
I wish I could be inside you
Instead of outside in coldness
Your touch is the essence to my existence
And everything I feel is through you
I love you with all my heart
And I hope that never changes.

June 2, 2010

I was going to dedicate this to Katja, but it ended up sort of corny, so how about I just dedicate it to the first post in June instead?

A beautiful lover
She sets my heart on fire.
Nothing more do I seek for
Than to sleep in her arms each and every night.
Beauty in her eyes,
Makes my heart stop.

Without you I feel so empty
I just need you here right now.
This life we have in our future
I will never let you go
If you would keep me forever.

Just hold me close
Don't let go
I'll give you everything
I'll set your world on fire.
You are my everything.
Everything to me.
To me.

May 31, 2010

One day too many...

So many hopes
Wondering through empty streets,
This life we created for ourselves.
It's nothing more than a hopeless serenade.

Our love bursts forth
From golden clouds.
This life we desire
Is nothing short of irony.
Without the respite for death
Who can we be to cover our debt.

I love you.
Without withholding passion.
This passionate embrace
That you serve to contemplate
Our lives cast forth
Among blackened stars.
Nobody can save our lives,
Nobody will love us now.

I'm absent with a desire
This is more than what we require
If there is passion you need
Then seek within us this fire.
You will become everything you wanted.
Your life is not over. Escape to the sea and don't, look. Back.

May 27, 2010

My Favourite Passion To Witness

Harmless sweat,
A loving glance
Stress-less moan.
Synchronized breaths
Bodies shaking.

A passionate touch
A beautiful kiss
A life beyond love
Pure euphoria
Clouded in ecstasy
Is there nothing more beautiful
Than a woman in passionate throes of uncontrollable exhilaration?

May 24, 2010

I'm holding on
I take this life
And you run so far
Too far to catch
Not far enough to not see you

A life we take
To escape this fate
We search for loving
But nothing seems so fitting
Than to run away
Escape to the stars

I miss you don't you see
I can't live without you
But your eyes are just too perfect
To be within me
A life that we obscure
Is better than a life lost

This is better than respite
We foresee terrible damage
You take this down
Destroy this hateful spear
And you seek to exact vengeance?
I will strike you down
Search for you and destroy you
You won't see me coming
Until you start dying
This life you created for yourself
Is nothing but a façade
Forgive yourself
For no one else will
Let me be
And forget about me

I'm much like a lie
Unlike the liar
We desire to forgive
You shouldn't have saved us
We were better off without forgiveness
I want you back
But nothing can stop me
Just live with me
Spend forever in my arms
We'll search for the stars
And we'll live our days in endless peace
Constant love-making.

May 17, 2010

I want to feel your skin.
I want to be lying in your arms,
It's the only time I feel safe
It's the only way I feel loved.

You make my life perfect.
More than the value in life
Your love puts in me.
A desire for you
A passion endearing
Unending, Unbearably lustful.

How regretful I would be
If I let you go
Your love breaks my heart
In all the ways I love
I wish I could be yours
Forever and ever.

You make me feel so young
I just feel so hopelessly romantic with you.
I love it.